hmmm. Is 22g's of sugar too much for a 8oz glass of OJ? dont know. -my mom and I saw the commercial for Florida oj, and it says you're supposed to get your daily amt. of calcium from it. She bought 3 cartons for me hahahaha -_- never been a fan of OJ but I am drinking that right now ^^; bleeech
I visited jared yesterday at my grandparents, I stayed for an hour or so. He’s growing up so fast, oooh my gosh. It makes me feel so old. He kept poking at my butt, and every time he did, he would ask "ate alda is this your butt?" lol (=
I do not remember a lot from my childhood, my memory sucks. lol.
Things I do remember;
- I use to hate milk - plain milk. I even remember the brand, it was cow head. Mom had to chase me to make me drink it. hahah she'd pinch my nose so I'd open my mouth, and then she forced me to drink it. -- thank God for Hershey's chocolate/strawberry syrup. That took care of my milk problem. I loved milk since then, sibs use to race, see who can down all of it first.
-same with brushing my teeth, I hated it when I was little because it made me gag. mom would have to sit on me, and force my mouth open rofl.
- Once, me and my cousin were playing kitchen in our bball court, we found this powder in a can at her house. We decided to pretend it was soup, we mixed it with water. Ended up being drugs, her dad went nuts trying to look for that o_o I dont think I got high. We never told anyone.
-I found the same in my dad's drawer.
-use to love eating grilled chicken intestine. My dad and I would buy some; careful to hide it from mom because we knew we'd get in trouble if she found out. Hahaha.
-my siblings (ate and jar) use to make me cry by telling me I was going to get a lot of pimples. jerks. karma though! haha.
-I always had packed lunch when I was little, and my friends always had money. I thought that embarrassing, so I would never eat at school. There was one time when I forgot about the sandwich and a rat got to it, ruined my bag. When mom came to confront me, I ran and hid in the bathroom because I thought I was going to get in trouble. Lollol.
-when Thad and I were younger, I convinced him to stay at home with me. We got in trouble. hahahaha, I wonder if he remembers. - I asked him, he does.
-My second grade class did a dance to "wake me up before you go-go" - I remember I had to wear a white and yellow ruffled dress - embarrassing.
-I was invited to be a muse at this all boys school// and I was muse 2x at my school. I was so embarrassed because I didn’t think I was pretty, at all. Basically, the muse and her escort walk around in a parade, to promote whatever team they rep. it was also the first time I wore a sash, and received a bouquet ^_^
-Thad and I had the chickenpox at the same time, I don’t remember who had it first. I remember we were quarantined in our parents’ bedroom, in the dark for the most part. We made tents or something, me and Thad.
-I use to eat my chicken nuggets with rice, Kind of gross.
- Once went to a beach with my dad’s side of the family. They fed us horse meat, I threw up when I found out, and then I cried. - ALOT.
- I fell in love with horses after t the first time I rode one. The second time wasn’t as smooth, my horse took off running, but that didn't stop me. I love having them run<3!
-we had a Dalmatian, I don’t remember his name. I only took him for a walk once because he was too big for me, he ended up dragging me around, scraped my knees and shit. He died of tummy worms.
-we also had a hotdog doggy. – I remember him, also don’t remember his name. (We also had a mini pinscher and a Rottweiler -- according to mom - dad was a dog guy)
-I got attacked by my great uncles dog, rufa, she was a bitch. Her nail went through my forehead. I was hysterical, I remember. No scars though!
-I have this scar on my right cheek from when this boy, nico, he was gay, picked up a cigarette butt from the floor and decided to put it out on my face. Rofl. -_-; we never spoke again. Dick.
- I was so emotional that when my mom guilt tripped me by saying “so you’re going to leave me alone?’ I ended up coming home from a sleep over, crying because I felt bad. (I was only one house away) - rofl. -_-.Hmmmm.
I will try to think of more things.
Went to the doctor today, I guess I’m okay. That’s good, she said she recommends a pap smear, they do for girl’s ages 13+, I think. also gonna get my blood drawn for base line. hmmm.
CA adv with lisa tomorrow! Yay for so cal residents! Wooot.
fucking. crap.
i lie too much. i lie even when i "don't have to" - i lie even when i know the answer, i lie even when i know the truth, i lie when i am being disturbed, i lie when i am asked about myself, i lie when i think it will un-complicate things, i lie if i think it will benefit others, i lie if i think others will understand it that way, i lie. i lie to make it easier for other people, even if it complicates it for me. i am a liar. bahaha.
i am also vain, and very superficial. i make fun of a lot of people, that must mean i think i am better than them. that sucks. i try to keep it in my head. - even that isn't good though. I don't think i am guilty, i'ts in my nature. i am only conscious about it, and i do admit i do it, alot. i usually act nice, i don't know if that actually means i am. i think i am ???
i do not know how to be in a relationship. - to be a girl friend. i do not know if i am supposed to act a "certain way" because i am a "girl friend". am i supposed to be sweet, nice, or girly? what is it about? i fail every time i try, i think it is because i don't understand. being acted sweet to because i am in a relationship with someone just seems fake, shouldn't i be treated nicely, sweetly just because --? I think people are usually good to me. it doesnt even explain it if it was all about sex. i don't think you necessarily have to be "together" to have sex - I think it’s preferable because you supposedly trust your bf/gf – but it doesn’t necessarily have to be a gf/bf… just someone you trust. I am thinking about this because Adam asked if “in order for you – (me) to have sexual relations, does he have to be your boyfriend” he must have been thinking about himself, I don’t know. Either way, that’s what I told him
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cause someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible, Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
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